My micro biography + what to expect about this blog (Beginning of the new supernatural power)

Hello Traveler (if you are time traveler, post that in comments)

This is an introduction to the person of mine and this small (in 2K19 small) blog site.

Please note: my english isn't perfect. Probably I make some mistakes in writing. Don't be shy to correct me.

Fire in the hole! Go! go! go! - (Counter Strike sounds - lol) Let me write a short bio first and than shortcut about blog content.

My first micro biography written in 2019. The last one? We will see.

Custom bio name: I like to eat bananas but not apples.

My real name is Casper. (Kacper - in my country) It took me some time. to understand my name. At first you may think Casper is a ghost from animated movie. Than you discover, Kacper was a King that brings something to Jesus - when he was born. Later you need to understand three kings in bible was in real 3 mages. Anyway they are just a stars on a sky.

All my life I live in old capital in Poland called Cracow. (all posted photos are made by me)

I really loved that picture. When I was doing this Cracow Session photos (...)

My dream was to travel to France for money and make independent movie. This was 2012, but lets go deep back in this history for a moment.

My first real work was taxi driver. I hate this job, but i have a dream to become movie director. And i don't want easy road. (school) I wanted to make my own tale. After 3 years of taxi, I saved a money. I posted ad on internet - looking for actors. From 1 ad i get like 10-20 answers. I meet some of those people and I choose 2 perfect actors for my movie. Also I bought medium shelf camera for 1000$ - special for that film. Rode microphone. Speed computer.

Down here You can watch my first and last movie. It is in polish language, but I made simply subtitles. Its about a man who wants to kill himself, but in the dark hour someone comes to his apartment...

Night with a Shadow - Full movie 2012 (indie production) from Night & Shadow on Vimeo.

2012 - year of the end of the World

In march I finish movie. In june i quit taxi job. Than was like 3 months fighting myself. I seen two ways. Two loves. One love was telling me to move France to make career. The second love whispers to stay in Cracow and spend last time with my dying father...

These 2 loves, 1 to myself and 1 to my dad, made a war in me deeply. I get paranoid state. It was early autumn. It tooked 3 days of psycho condition, After 72 hours of surviving Inception in my life, I get to psychiatric hospital.

About things I saw and didn't seen, maybe someday I will make a special post...

Anyway, even now I am conviced that I experienced spiritual journey, not the disease - doctors said.

After that, I was two times more in hospital. 1-3 months each. First time was terryfing. Second time I  made some good friends there. The third time I made some heavy irrational experience.

Let's back to my childhood life and first steps in school.

I made this topic jump in premeditation.

I don't want to make this bio - a history of my illness. When I was on 1 month therapy, instead of telling my life, I told just of bad things.

When I was 5 years old, I discovered my own meaning of life. Before I went to school, i knew that most important thing in life - is freedom. This thing was holy for me for a long time.

Hey guys. Please tell me your first meaning of life in comment.

They sent me to school when I was 6-7 years old. And what I was thinking in that time? It was like a attempt on my beliefs. I am introvert so at first years i had a problem to meet some friends. Teachers for me was idiots like all this things we have to do there.

I treat a school like enemy and time at home like my happy island.

How I become good looking and very inteligent?

It takes me 5 years, to get good level on social life.

First my mother told me im good looking, later I found a girlfriend.

I remember. In my stupid (?!) world i didn't want to be handsome. Because I want be choosen by deeper things than face look. (in later time i lost my beauty)

In 6th grade mother was saying, im an inteligent. I didn't learn in home, but I was second in Maths in the class. Also I played well football.

My life meaing: freedom + mother grace of inteligent = potential catastrophe

(photo of my second pipe)

Freedom without love was my end of the world in 2012.

Real meaning of love i discoverd late.

But when You put freedom next to love. You will get Aliester Crowley true will philosophy.

I think, if i at begging of my life choose both that things, than never i get sick later.

Kacper and drug using

The same idea to become early atheist, (second in school) was first thoughts to take drugs. I really fast knew that weed isn't bad. I don't really know that - when I was 12, mature friend smoke joint and gives me, but I didn't know about haul. The real time I smoked marihuana was in gimnasium, when I was 14-15 years old.

Now is 2019. Drugs are still in my life, but it works complete different.

Being a teenager I was smoking and later I stopped for many years. But after my psychiatric diagnosis I make new friends and started to take speed. (amphetamine)

The Golden Mean

I didn't say that, but im also addicted to polish rap. My friend told me, hip-hop from Poland is now best in Europe. What do You think?

Up here. Not the best one track, but I post that because "Złoty środek" means "The golden mean".

Every person have human environment around himself.

Because of drugs, sex and hate. (also computer games and stupidity) I destroyed this lifegiving social aura.

Abstraction - after psycho I made new people around me. They love me, I love them. But drugs are bad. I need normal people. Crazy normal human being.

This blog is for me a therapy. My goal is to make healthy friends. This is real thing different from normal/other blogs. Standard is money and fame. Not for me.

Multidimensional targets...

I really bielief the real meaning of dialog is a multidimensional thing. It's energy flows stuff. Also it is information exchange. It has pallete of all kinds feelings. Some words are worth nothing, some you can remember for life.

...blog is dialog thing

This is my most important thing, while doing this "marketplace of words". Kacper, say why this is most important? Because the force of readers is valid as me. Truth of this is same in many things in life. In job, in school, on backyard. People are most important, because their thoughts (in dialog) creates reality.

Stop saying about Ideas for while, tell what you want to get by blog making?




I want make feelings in readers, like this song touch me. Even more.

This is one of most important thing. I want create multi-thoughts posts on a blog. Internet haters destroy motivation, but a group of good people gives you energy to work. I need this energy.

Ok, stop about ideal things now...

1. 100$ a month from ads on blog. This is my goal. I have problem with myself to go to any job. I fast quit. I'am on the rent. (im not proud of that) This kind of money could really help me

2. I want to build "network of firends/partners". Like I said earlier, it's multidimensional thing. I can help someone with various things and he can do that too.

3. Write greate book. Already I made a movie, but also I want to write a book. I bel;ief I will do it, but not soon. From blogger to author is not long way, but You need to work properly.

Ey You! Yes you, movie creator. What You know about movies?

I had a movie blog for few years. Two blogs. I write there film reviews. If you see my blogspot profile, there are like 50 titles best movie I have seen till 2016 year. Here link

My best of the best 3 movies? 

Monty Python: Life of brain - no comment, I watched those stupid jokes very early and i love that humor.

Saragossa Manuscript - just very greate polish movie. As I remember Martin Scorsesse recommends this. It is 3 hours long time slice into two parts. My favorite is 1st part, because it has some fantasy thing. Variety stuff about ghosts. When you watch it, it feel some secrets are hidden. Even it is a movie from 1964, it's very dynamic. The most known thing from the second part of the movie, is a casket build. It means A say history about B, later B tell about C, and C about D. It's funny.

Dr Strangelove: or how I stopped to worry and love the bomb - Ok I got Kubrick movie, but i don't have place for hitchock. Bad Kacper. Those Directors I put as same level.

SuperB movie article. In my plans there is idea for List of best movies. I want to make "Best 137 movies You need to watch, before You open mouth about films"

My dreams

You know, I wanted to be a legend. (hitchcock/kubrick) This was my first dream. Because of my psycho states and meeting new freinds I made this goal. Because for handfull of people I become very important. It gves me much power, but I need find othey ways. My friend loves me and kill me or maybe i just try to kill and they safe me. It is weird.

Hidden blog goal

Learing english!!! I want to exam FCE certifcate and then I can teach people english. If i goes pro, i can also translate things from polish/enghlish example.

Games - this consumed me for many many years

I add this topic, because computer games was in many years my straight happiness. I just comeback from school and play 8 hours a day. It gives me nothing, but just fun. After my psycho experience I lost the will to play any games. In actually times I get bored of the game in 10 minutes of playing.

I am missing those times. I try to find new games or play the old best onces, but it is not the same. In 3 years looking for game I found 1 that i really like and it was Ascalon-world. (open tibia custom)

Ok, if you are gamer, maybe You want to know my best games. It's Fallout series and Tibia. (open tibia too) I like also strategies and things you need to think. Maybe Counter strike - I spend many years on that. Now i cannot play more than 5 minutes. Better is with Quake, but 90% players are pro for me.

Hard truth about new and new games: there are two main things. Graphic that its better from year to year. And mechanics that it's even worse than 10 years ago. Evolution of games have stop to growth. Mobile or PC games are made without any good idea. There is no place for original content. All shooters look the same. All MMO are the copy of WoW. Real open-.,.,.,.,., (here some hackers cut my text, because it was offtopic to this post)

Ahh I could forget it. Why "137"?

When i was in teen age this number was haunting me. I seen everyday this number. 13:37 means Leet (elite) in hacker language. This also idea for nice article. "Multi meanings of number 137" John Pope 2 died on time 21:37.

In the end I have read that Aleister Crowley is 666. He write that he knows it very soon. So I Become 137 - It was time of my esoteric intrested. Maybe it;s funny, but I call my self 137 first time after watching Harry potter. In 1st part of this movie, there is crypt 317 in bank of gringot.

Last thing about this number. In traditional Kabbalah is 316 demons and i call myself 317.

Half year later i discoverd on being high, i'am working in my brain on system 7. This was second step after being a number. System seven is hidden. Nobody knows it exist, but You can official said about it, because it is still a secret. I called it also "system of energy". It make a philosophy that only target in world is a energy.

After 137, than system 7. Another half year it takes, to very deep converstation on esoteric chat. Ofcourse I had a nick "137" and my new friend got nick "13:33". We were agree that everyone should have "A Code". This was last step. After my thinking, I perfect sure have chosen "code 991". Why? It is 99% and 1% shortcut. Maybe only 1% will have second life after this... It's just my vision. It;s brutal sorry.

Correct entry:
137 (((7))) #991

Number staff is more complicated, but it is not important for now. Main things I wrote up there.

Till this point my bio have 10k~ signs

The end of words abouts me

Below are my pictures from the area where I live. Beneath them a few words about this blog would like to be.

 This 2 photos show a park close to my home. 5 minutes a walk. There was few parties at night with alcohol on that bench.

Here you see more of park. I'am standing on small height that in winter is used to sledding.

This my favorite. It is old austria fort from time of world war. Greate place for photiography and dog for a walk. (now they want to build there a "house of culture")

It is a small train station closest to me.

Centre of Cracow have many tenements. Most of them are renovated, but some look like this.

It's greate place for a walk with girlfriend. Other site of river is much nicer. See the bridge on the horizon? Down here it's photo from there. Couples are remain there signs of love. (please write me a correct for last sentence)

What is this blog about? 

First You need to know, I am making this blog already for like 3 years. Till today it was only in polish language and readers was mostly my friends. Here is link to original content. (PL)

I had many experience with mixing doses of words and thoughts. I change topics like a machine. Once time blog was about magic and esoteric and second time it was about "letters to the God". I am appreciate the last one. I wrote 2 letters and when I ll be ready, I will translate them into english and post here. Or maybe I write it again from the one source. Because We and This world comes from one place...

Original blog have 3 main topics. The site You are reading now, will have 2 of them. The 3rd one is poems and on my language level it's to hard for the beggining. Ok, so what will be created here?

1. Reviews/my thought and feelings about watched movies and series. Sometimes books. This is less important then number 2 posts, but it will help holding regular post on blogs. Ok i wll come back here in the moment. What about are second group of post?

2. My self original text based on my thoughts and bring to You with mixed words. To tell it simpler: I will look for main topic carefully. I will produce texts in way I invented myself. It is like ideas storm. Main goal of this is to make you feel deep. (spiritual?) Like reading greate philosophy article or hidden knowledge esoteric thing. I have some force, don't worry.

The 1st category is very simply and writing regular about that it's easy. Thats why I want to make minimum 1 post a week.

The second category is much more complicated. Why? The topic you can find everywhere, but in my writing experience, you need to regenerate force of will for my articles. You can make a text with many informations but without life in it. You can also produce text with minimum information, but all words you see will be alive for You. I want make You this feelings, I want to make something more.

Let's to this. Who is the greates singers of our Era?


Nevermind. =) (oh maybe i will sometimes give this smile)

Also You don't have to read my polish blog, since they will be updated regulary both.



Ok - that's all. Remember to follow, if You like. Comments are nice to see too.
Greetings
Gaspar137